urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:absolut625absolut625absolut625absolut6252008-06-21T02:39:31Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:absolut625:680Is there any Hope??2008-06-21T02:39:31Z2008-06-21T02:39:31ZI am a HUGE Binger!!! I can't purge so it just sits and I've managed to gain 10lbs since March...I'm so afraid because I already had 20 lbs to lose and now I just look at myself and want to scream!! I try soo hard to not eat.. only to lose it and eat like crazy!!! I feel like I have multiple personalities because I can't control it.<br />I seriously just ate about 3 cups of honey roasted peanuts, a 200 calorie peanut butter bar, a piece of pizza and then two donuts...filled ones!! I don't understand. I wish someone would kidnap my sorry ass and through me in a hole and feed me apples.....<br />Is there any hope??<br /><br />If someone can seriously tell me day by day exactly what to do (besides exercise because I know I won't) I would be so greatful....if it actually worked :(